Today was eventful.

Spring has officially started for me. 3 of the haircuts I did today involved me cutting more than 5 inches. No joke. I measured. I did my first asymetrical and my first a-line. The latter I had trimmed some and fixed a bauched one, but never had the opportunity to create it myself. Both ended up fab! *high fives self*

I got a call from the debate coach of the high school I graduated from. He wanted to offer me a job as an assistant coach. WHAAAAAA. I think that it would be awesome to do and I would have a blast and stuff, but I’m worried.

I don’t want to be tied down to Utah. I don’t want to be tied down to the US. What if I find salon work and coaching so comfy I stay for 17 years?!? WHAT IF I GET MARRIED AND HAVE 2.5 KIDS AND A WHITE PICKET FENCE!????

Guys. What if I do it for a little, then go explore, and then come back because mediocrity makes me happy.

Who made me an adult…

Most of you don’t know this, but I went to hair school. I went for two and a half years. I finished in December, then went on a two month hiatus. Today was my first day working in an actual salon.
It wasn’t super different from the hair school I went to. Of course there weren’t a million girls and all the services were twice the price than at the school. Lucky for me they use a color line I’m familiar with, but it’s not really my fav. And everyone is super nice and they all help clean and stuff so I’m not worried about not getting along.
Since they only have like 4 stylist there at a time we stayed pretty busy, considering it’s a Sunday in Utah. It was my first day and I got 3 female haircuts, 1 male haircut, 1 color, and,1 children’s cut. That’s like the amount of clients I would get in a whole week at hairschool. I made 22.50 off tips!
The best part is that they hired me on for full time. This week I’m doing aprox 38 hours. I did six hours today and I am so beat. (I will have no problem falling asleep) Tomorrow I’m helping open up shop and I’ll be doing 9-5, eight whole hours guys!
It won’t be too bad since I was going to school 40 hrs a week I’m used to it. Anyway, EXCITEMENT!

Hahaha thanks Maxwell! We were HAWT

Why do you want everything I toss aside? Really though. You make me hate myself and realize how awful I am.

I had one job, ONE JOB! And I fucked it up. And now I don’t know what to do because I led him on and I’m such a fucking baby and I’m so done. I’m sorry I’m the worst friend ever.

I have done literally nothing. How the FUCK does this keep happening?